某blog看來的九型人格分析
雖然我做這類的測驗,出來的結果都大同小異,
不過他有些句子我真的很喜歡,
推薦大家作一下這個測驗~:)
| 第四型 | 藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者
17%
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| 第五型 | 智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型
16%
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| 第九型 | 和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者
13%
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| 第七型 | 快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型
11%
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| 第八型 | 領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型
10%
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| 第一型 | 完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使
9%
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| 第二型 | 助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型
9%
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| 第六型 | 忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型
9%
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| 第三型 | 成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型
5%
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God shows
mayo says: (上午 3:38:09)hi^^
Boobie says: (上午 3:38:28)hi sweetie…
mayo says: (上午 3:38:42)wow, is that a trom…trom….something?
mayo says: (上午 3:38:53)means you win a game or competition?
Boobie says: (上午 3:38:59)hold on few secons and i’ll be back
mayo says: (上午 3:39:11)go ahead:)
mayo says: (上午 3:42:46)i like you
mayo says: (上午 3:42:58)i’m starting to love Italy now
mayo says: (上午 3:43:07)one day i’ll be there
Boobie says: (上午 3:43:37)really!
Boobie says: (上午 3:43:51)i will wait for you because i like you so much too…
mayo says: (上午 3:43:59)^^
mayo says: (上午 3:44:09)thank you, you’re sweet
mayo says: (上午 3:44:11)and really nice
Boobie says: (上午 3:45:29)god…it’s my lucky day… a woman like you…likes me!
Boobie says: (上午 3:46:01)i wanna know more about you mayo…
Boobie says: (上午 3:46:41)don’t break my heart..are you really single?
mayo says: (上午 3:47:10)yes
mayo says: (上午 3:47:28)but…I just wanna make friend with you….now
mayo says: (上午 3:48:17)a very close friend, though we’re used to different languages, cultures, different point of views….
Boobie says: (上午 3:48:39)i love that…
Boobie says: (上午 3:48:49)i need friend like you..
Boobie says: (上午 3:48:58)sometime i feel alone…
mayo says: (上午 3:49:12)sure
mayo says: (上午 3:49:14)me too
mayo says: (上午 3:49:24)though i pray
mayo says: (上午 3:49:33)makes feel beloved
mayo says: (上午 3:49:41)makes me feel beloved
Boobie says: (上午 3:50:03)you need love…as me.
mayo says: (上午 3:50:31)that’s true
mayo says: (上午 3:50:37)and i wanna love
mayo says: (上午 3:50:40)love the world
Boobie says: (上午 3:50:42)we are not so different eve if we live in opposite places in the world
mayo says: (上午 3:51:02)I don’t wanna be cool….cold….as i used to be
mayo says: (上午 3:51:09)yes
mayo says: (上午 3:51:16)so i like you
mayo says: (上午 3:51:33)there might be a lot of differences
mayo says: (上午 3:51:43)but we know love, and beauty
Boobie says: (上午 3:52:45)I agree about all….
Boobie says: (上午 3:53:06)you believe in God…you are christian right?
mayo says: (上午 3:53:25)almost
mayo says: (上午 3:53:32)i think you’re like my god
mayo says: (上午 3:53:48)I don’t know if my god exist or not. I’ll never know
mayo says: (上午 3:54:10)but reading what he prepared for me, i know he loves me
mayo says: (上午 3:54:16)he’ll never refuse me
Boobie says: (上午 3:54:24)if you are happy to see a baby laughin…
Boobie says: (上午 3:54:41)God exist!
mayo says: (上午 3:54:42)he take all of me, including of my strenth and weakness
mayo says: (上午 3:54:53)I believe my God is always here
mayo says: (上午 3:55:41)I don’t care if he exists or not. maybe the word exist is not good or precise for me
mayo says: (上午 3:55:51)but you’re like my God
mayo says: (上午 3:56:15)I can hardly tell who you are, if you’re real?
mayo says: (上午 3:56:18)but you warm me
mayo says: (上午 3:56:25)like God does
Boobie says: (上午 3:57:09)…i have no words to say…you make me feel very happy inside
Boobie says: (上午 3:57:31)I thank God to met you!
mayo says: (上午 3:57:33)me too
mayo says: (上午 3:57:45)later when i’m in bed
mayo says: (上午 3:57:59)I’ll thank God because of you
Boobie says: (上午 3:58:56)I will do the same…what time is it overthere?
mayo says: (上午 3:59:00)and that’s really interesting….
mayo says: (上午 3:59:29)I feel lonely…and I still can’t take the ex down, completely
mayo says: (上午 3:59:50)I don’t know how to say….I mean I still think of him
mayo says: (上午 4:00:09)and sometimes we talk, through msn or phone.
Boobie says: (上午 4:00:44)why?what’s happened whit your ex?
mayo says: (上午 4:01:12)I still miss him, but I feel everytime we talk, I’m tortured and lost so huge part of my heart
mayo says: (上午 4:01:24)maybe he did nothing wrond
mayo says: (上午 4:01:26)wrong
Boobie says: (上午 4:01:47)ok..let me understand..i want to help you…
Boobie says: (上午 4:02:04)you broke or he brokes?
mayo says: (上午 4:02:08)I did
mayo says: (上午 4:02:33)I know it’s not that true, but for me, he doesn’t know how to love
mayo says: (上午 4:02:42)he doesn’t know love that much
mayo says: (上午 4:03:25)I love him, and he loves me too
mayo says: (上午 4:03:40)but we can’t be together.
mayo says: (上午 4:03:52)we harm each other, always
mayo says: (上午 4:04:18)I’m not saying he means to be bad.
mayo says: (上午 4:04:27)He just don’t know how to be nice
Boobie says: (上午 4:04:50)i undestand…he loves you in wrong way…and you love him but you would you be loved in different way
mayo says: (上午 4:05:17)And after we broke up, I learn something about God, from my family
Boobie says: (上午 4:05:41)did you speak about that with him?
mayo says: (上午 4:06:00)and I heard, that God loves weak people. He came to save us because we’re not perfect
mayo says: (上午 4:06:26)that’s the very first moment I can face the truth that I’m not perfect.
Boobie says: (上午 4:06:47)nobody is perfect honey…
mayo says: (上午 4:06:54)I think I did. But he has his point of views. Not wrong, but cruel for me
Boobie says: (上午 4:06:58)God loves us for this reason
mayo says: (上午 4:07:24)I live in a world that everyone told me human must be tough
Boobie says: (上午 4:07:33)listen honey…
Boobie says: (上午 4:08:01)don’t forget you’re human…Pain comes as happiness
Boobie says: (上午 4:08:40)pain is food for soul,this is your chance to improve yourself….you must be strong and go on…
mayo says: (上午 4:08:47)that’s the very truth that i can ever hear
mayo says: (上午 4:09:16)yes, with my God’s companion
Boobie says: (上午 4:09:55)If you like to pray,do it, but don’t forget, you are still alive…and if you are alive you must fight…
Boobie says: (上午 4:10:19)tell me,what you want at this moment?
mayo says: (上午 4:10:33)I’m not that sure…..
Boobie says: (上午 4:10:39)come back to him?
Boobie says: (上午 4:10:47)forget him?
mayo says: (上午 4:11:04)I tried both and other, try to ignore
mayo says: (上午 4:11:28)but I think either forget or ignore is not the right choice for me now
Boobie says: (上午 4:11:37)ignore? this is not the right way….
mayo says: (上午 4:11:46)I need to know, if he’s really the right one for me
Boobie says: (上午 4:12:01)what you feel inside?
mayo says: (上午 4:12:30)I like him, and love hime, so many ways and reasons.
mayo says: (上午 4:12:59)The only thing I can’t endure, is his attitude.
Boobie says: (上午 4:13:06)may you explain to me what’s wrong between you and him?
mayo says: (上午 4:14:41)When he try to solve the problems between us
mayo says: (上午 4:15:08)He’s logically correct.
mayo says: (上午 4:15:17)But that’s not what I need….
mayo says: (上午 4:15:24)I need companion….
mayo says: (上午 4:15:36)I need to be understood….
Boobie says: (上午 4:16:02)and he can’t understand you?
mayo says: (上午 4:16:49)you bit me….
Boobie says: (上午 4:18:00)what you mean=?
mayo says: (上午 4:18:21)I don’t know how to answer you….
Boobie says: (上午 4:18:30)ah ok…
mayo says: (上午 4:18:43)I THINK he understood….but I can’t feel it
mayo says: (上午 4:19:10)I think it’s my fault….why I can’t feel it?
mayo says: (上午 4:19:15)I know he loves me….
Boobie says: (上午 4:19:27)faults? noooooooooo
mayo says: (上午 4:19:28)Why can’t i feel it…………??!!
mayo says: (上午 4:19:44)I don’t mean it…..
Boobie says: (上午 4:20:11)there’s no faults….listen honey….he’s not bad,but maybe you need more…
Boobie says: (上午 4:20:31)i mean he’s lovely but he’s not enough for you…that’s it
mayo says: (上午 4:20:46)Am i greedy?
mayo says: (上午 4:21:15)But…no one’s enough for me….!
Boobie says: (上午 4:21:45)not true…one day you will find your soulmate
mayo says: (上午 4:21:50)And that’s why I love my God, and believe in him, and follow him.
mayo says: (上午 4:22:07)He’s the only one that I know will never turn me down
Boobie says: (上午 4:22:18)fist of all you must believe in you!
mayo says: (上午 4:22:24)never lie to me, never impatient to me
Boobie says: (上午 4:23:06)what about you..you lied with him?
mayo says: (上午 4:23:09)Everytime I met a soulmate (not many, though), I make them away from me, eventually
mayo says: (上午 4:23:33)I don’t think so….
mayo says: (上午 4:23:55)But I have so much wanna told him, but I can’t
mayo says: (上午 4:24:08)He’s really cold as a listener
Boobie says: (上午 4:24:31)i understand you…my ex was the same…
Boobie says: (上午 4:25:01)it looks like they can’t understand the words you say..
Boobie says: (上午 4:25:54)you need someone can understand words…and feelings
mayo says: (上午 4:26:11)but for him, I think I’m not good or nice either.
mayo says: (上午 4:26:28)So I don’t wanna blame him….but i’m hurt….
Boobie says: (上午 4:26:28)i’m sure you are nice
mayo says: (上午 4:26:43)no, I was not. to him
Boobie says: (上午 4:26:54)tell me why
mayo says: (上午 4:27:25)I got mad very quickly, I lost myself and got crazy
mayo says: (上午 4:27:42)I left him so many times
Boobie says: (上午 4:27:43)just because you was not happy
mayo says: (上午 4:27:56)and those all broke his heart
mayo says: (上午 4:28:21)Even if I was not happy, still, I shouldn’t have done that
mayo says: (上午 4:28:29)I shouldn’t….
Boobie says: (上午 4:28:34)i must be honest with you mayo…
mayo says: (上午 4:28:36)and I didn’t want to…..
mayo says: (上午 4:28:45)yes, please
Boobie says: (上午 4:29:56)listen to me…you just feel alone right now…
Boobie says: (上午 4:30:23)u think you are wrong just because you need companion…
Boobie says: (上午 4:30:39)give to you time to understand…
mayo says: (上午 4:31:00)I need to make clear
Boobie says: (上午 4:31:08)that’s right
mayo says: (上午 4:31:26)I’m sure I miss him, not just because I feel lonely
mayo says: (上午 4:31:44)I always feel lonely, and thank God, he’s with me
mayo says: (上午 4:32:10)And within about a month or so, i’m not that lonely
mayo says: (上午 4:32:20)I may be still alone, most of the time.
mayo says: (上午 4:32:28)But not that lonely
mayo says: (上午 4:33:06)And I know if I stop everything that could make me think of him
mayo says: (上午 4:33:19)maybe someday I’ll really forget him
Boobie says: (上午 4:33:26)believe me….try to understand what’s the real problem…
mayo says: (上午 4:33:30)maybe that’ll be not long
Boobie says: (上午 4:33:53)be patient with yourself…you’re strong…i’m sure about it
mayo says: (上午 4:33:56)but I still think….he’s unique and still means a lot to me
mayo says: (上午 4:34:11)I have no idea what is the real problem
Boobie says: (上午 4:34:29)you will…please believe me
Boobie says: (上午 4:34:54)be patient with youself…
mayo says: (上午 4:35:04)I don’t get it….
Boobie says: (上午 4:35:15)day by day you will find the way..
mayo says: (上午 4:35:16)why be patient?
mayo says: (上午 4:35:38)you mean these all shouldn’t be in a hurry?
Boobie says: (上午 4:35:50)because if you are patient you will see the truth with your own eyes…
Boobie says: (上午 4:36:25)that’s what i mean…i spent 2 years of my life in this way…now i’m happy…really happy
Boobie says: (上午 4:37:06)and she’s happy too…she have a new man and she’s pregnant
Boobie says: (上午 4:37:30)and i still lookin for love…real love…
Boobie says: (上午 4:38:09)i can’t forget her…but i think was not wrong to leave her
mayo says: (上午 4:38:40)within the 2 years, have you ever doubted that you shouldn’t miss her?
mayo says: (上午 4:38:47)or lose her, anyway.
Boobie says: (上午 4:38:51)sure…
Boobie says: (上午 4:39:08)it’s normal i spent 13 years of my life with her…
mayo says: (上午 4:39:12)I try to express something beyond my English vocabulary….
mayo says: (上午 4:39:48)my ex ex, i was with him for 5-6 years
mayo says: (上午 4:39:56)but I know he’s not for me.
mayo says: (上午 4:40:02)and i’m not for him
mayo says: (上午 4:40:17)so this time, it’s really tough for me
Boobie says: (上午 4:41:52)ok…now you are not sure if he’s 『mr.right』 or not…
mayo says: (上午 4:42:23)I’m not that sure….
Boobie says: (上午 4:42:24)but you know that you was always nervous with him or something like this…
mayo says: (上午 4:43:04)you’re absolutely right…
Boobie says: (上午 4:43:17)just because you and him don’t speak the same language
mayo says: (上午 4:43:42)and he told me, very clearly, he can’t show love because I always left him
mayo says: (上午 4:43:57)that’s true.
Boobie says: (上午 4:44:09)you always left him because you needed a reaction
mayo says: (上午 4:44:14)but I think the language shouldn’t mean all
mayo says: (上午 4:44:45)you know me….
Boobie says: (上午 4:44:49)not true honey…i mean 『feeligs language』
mayo says: (上午 4:44:54)but I know that hurt him….
mayo says: (上午 4:45:03)and I don’t want to be cruel
Boobie says: (上午 4:45:14)ok…so stop to hurt him..please let him be happy
Boobie says: (上午 4:45:42)and one day…i think soo as you can imagin…you wil be happy too
Boobie says: (上午 4:45:52)sorry..soon
mayo says: (上午 4:46:23)it’s ok, never mind, I know what you’re talking about
mayo says: (上午 4:46:43)I know….
mayo says: (上午 4:46:58)I still don’t know the solution and the result….
Boobie says: (上午 4:46:59)believe me…one day you will…
mayo says: (上午 4:47:12)but I’ll remember what you told me
mayo says: (上午 4:47:16)be patient
Boobie says: (上午 4:47:39)a friend of mine said to me the same 2 years ago…
mayo says: (上午 4:47:44)but what is be patient with myself?
Boobie says: (上午 4:47:49)noe it’ss my turn…
Boobie says: (上午 4:47:51)now
Boobie says: (上午 4:47:58)it’s my turn
Boobie says: (上午 4:48:07)BE STRONG AND GO ON
Boobie says: (上午 4:48:27)one day you will 『see the light』
Boobie says: (上午 4:49:00)learn what possible from this situation
Boobie says: (上午 4:49:39)let you be honest…don’t forget your mistakes…but go on!
mayo says: (上午 4:50:04)learn what possible..?
Boobie says: (上午 4:50:07)just live day by day…and you will find your soulmate
Boobie says: (上午 4:50:42)i mean…you must learn everything is possible to learn…
Boobie says: (上午 4:51:20)learn from pain…tears…thought…memories…
Boobie says: (上午 4:51:32)and don’t forget the lesson…
mayo says: (上午 4:52:09)thank you…
Boobie says: (上午 4:52:25)don’t say thenk u..i’m your friend
mayo says: (上午 4:52:28)I’m exhausted…
Boobie says: (上午 4:52:45)thank..sorry i fell a little tired
mayo says: (上午 4:52:51)friends should say thank you more often:)
Boobie says: (上午 4:53:14)i told you from the beginning…i ilke you!
mayo says: (上午 4:53:30)to say thank you is a good way to express gratitude
mayo says: (上午 4:53:37)^^
mayo says: (上午 4:53:45)i like you too
Boobie says: (上午 4:53:59)ok…so…thank u too….
mayo says: (上午 4:54:04)hope you may feel it
mayo says: (上午 4:54:14)^^
mayo says: (上午 4:54:21)you’re sweet
Boobie says: (上午 4:54:34)ok…before i go…..please…
Boobie says: (上午 4:54:52)touch the monitor…and i will do the same…
Boobie says: (上午 4:54:56)ready?
mayo says: (上午 4:55:02)ok
Boobie says: (上午 4:55:28)i’m givin my hand to you…
Boobie says: (上午 4:55:47)as i touch your hand…
Boobie says: (上午 4:55:59)…..
mayo says: (上午 4:56:16)hand-holding right now
Boobie says: (上午 4:56:24)yes!
Boobie says: (上午 4:56:43)it’s a great feeling….
mayo says: (上午 4:56:51)it’s true
Boobie says: (上午 4:57:15)i like to honey..and i don’t want see you cry…
Boobie says: (上午 4:57:28)because i love you smile…
mayo says: (上午 4:57:31)i’ll be happy
Boobie says: (上午 4:57:40)you will!
mayo says: (上午 4:57:46) very soon
Boobie says: (上午 4:57:53)it si…
Boobie says: (上午 4:57:55)is
mayo says: (上午 4:57:55)because i’m beloved
Boobie says: (上午 4:58:04)right!
Boobie says: (上午 4:58:24)there’s someone in italy that loves you…
Boobie says: (上午 4:58:30)me!
Boobie says: (上午 4:58:39):$
mayo says: (上午 4:59:04)sorry, I don’t get it
mayo says: (上午 4:59:24)oh
mayo says: (上午 4:59:26)sorry
mayo says: (上午 4:59:34)I read some words wrong
mayo says: (上午 4:59:46)^^
Boobie says: (上午 4:59:48)maybe i’m wrong to digit
Boobie says: (上午 4:59:58)sorry..i’m a little nit tired
mayo says: (上午 5:00:13)me too
Boobie says: (上午 5:00:16)bit…as i told you…now i finish to work
mayo says: (上午 5:00:16)that’s wonderful
Boobie says: (上午 5:00:39)i hope to met you tomorrow
Boobie says: (上午 5:00:48)meet
mayo says: (上午 5:00:53)both of us can take a rest after lovely conversation
Boobie says: (上午 5:01:06)it is…now i go home
mayo says: (上午 5:01:23)I hope so, but maybe I’ll spend less time on the net
Boobie says: (上午 5:01:28)and before sleep i will think to you…
mayo says: (上午 5:01:29)it’s not good for me
Boobie says: (上午 5:01:59)it’s ok…whenever you need you know that i’m here for you my friend!
Boobie says: (上午 5:02:08)ok?
mayo says: (上午 5:02:11)yes, I know!
Boobie says: (上午 5:02:24)thank you for all….
mayo says: (上午 5:02:29)^^
mayo says: (上午 5:02:32)me too
Boobie says: (上午 5:02:34)i gotta go now…
mayo says: (上午 5:02:40)I’m going to sleep
mayo says: (上午 5:02:48)it’s 5 am now^^』
Boobie says: (上午 5:02:56)sweetdreams honey…
mayo says: (上午 5:03:00)you too
Boobie says: (上午 5:03:09)thanks
Boobie says: (上午 5:03:11)kisses…
mayo says: (上午 5:03:20)^^
Boobie says: (上午 5:03:26)and don’t forget…you’re great!
mayo says: (上午 5:03:29)red in face
mayo says: (上午 5:03:34)oh, thank you
Boobie says: (上午 5:03:47)you’re welcome honey…
mayo says: (上午 5:03:53)and you should also keep in mind, you’re really wonderful
mayo says: (上午 5:04:12)thank you, and wish you good days
Boobie says: (上午 5:04:16):$ thanks….
mayo says: (上午 5:04:29)see u
Boobie says: (上午 5:04:35)bye honey!
mayo says: (上午 5:04:38)^^
一只布偶
靈光乍現 伸手抱起牆角的兩個布偶
孤單迫使眼淚流了出來
喔 原來我這麼孤單啊
原來一個不被我賦予生命的玩偶也可以撫慰我
於是想著 現在的我需要一隻貓
但 也許我對於那隻可能的貓會懷抱著很多複雜的情感
他可能會在我不在家的時候抓壞我的東西 到處噴尿 我想抱他的時候不讓我抱
於是我不能專注地在我需要他的陪伴及擁抱時 滿懷感激地接受他的懷抱
因為我對他情感太複雜
我想 其實我需要的絕對不是一個被我豢養在身邊的動物
我需要的是一個完美的情人
而過往的總是太多複雜糾葛 讓我現在連這樣的人是存在著的 連夢想的勇氣都散失了
我向主禱告 讓自己更有力量 因為我擁有祂的力量
而我也該認清 那些過去的戀情 都是太多錯誤的糾纏累積
即使我現在灰心 我幾乎無法期望情人能比家人和朋友帶給我更多安慰
還是做夢吧
做個innocents- the dreamers, one of them
而布偶雖然沒有活生生的生命來得溫暖 沒有生命力
卻可以百分之百確定 我不會因布偶而埋怨(幸好我的人生沒什麼鼻子過敏這種蠢事情)
愛 與被愛
『你愛我什麼』
不管是問對方 或是問自己愛對方什麼
總是說不出一個完美精緻的答案
不管說了什麼出口 總覺得那不是最切實的回答
愛 什麼是愛
我總搞不懂什麼是愛
是企求陪伴嗎 那為什麼是現在選擇的這一個
你又愛我什麼
好像聽到什麼答案 都會在心中暗暗覺得 果然還是只有自己最清楚自己是怎樣的
高興 卻又疑惑:我是這樣的嗎 我讓你看到的是這樣的嗎
當兩個靈魂高度相當的人膩/溺在一起
你愛我什麼就變成了
原來我有這些優點我都不知道
ice喝到吐
剛在網咖,ptt一位朋友情義相挺,
特地跑來士林陪我喝酒,
各喝了一瓶ice(本來要買vodka來調的,不過也太大瓶太貴了吧),
沒想到喝了快一瓶的ice,再抽了三四根black devil之後……
一陣頭暈,趕快跑去廁所,連站都站不穩(差點想坐在地上昏過去算了),
然後馬上就吐了……
好險我剛剛有先衝去廁所~囧rz
然後才想起來,原來今天沒吃什麼,
吐的都是在網咖喝的可樂……囧rz
幹,太瞎了吧!
一瓶ice而已。
結果不得不點一份薯條來吃。好,真的很瞎。
我真希望我的眼睛也真的瞎,或是耳朵聾掉。
幹,我為什麼還不死。
[Mind test] Me原色人格簡易分析
網址:
http://w3.mecolor.com.tw/find.html
我的:
【Me原色組合】自覺紫色 + 潛質靛色 + 原生綠色
【雙重型】希望人前完美,連遇到爭執也堅持完美形象的人。
是連吵架都會吵得很優雅的人,非常執著於自己外在表現的完美,雖然不愛與人爭執,但內在的嚴格道德觀讓他對於不公平的事情難以忍受,非得爭出一個道理來。
【雙重型‧Me原色組合色彩本質】
。自 覺 紫 色:優 雅
。潛 質 靛 色:內在判斷
。原 生 綠 色:希 望
【雙重型的外顯行為】
與生俱來的優雅、高貴氣質,從小就受到眾人喜愛。
對人際關係的感覺敏銳,重視人際,希望自己是美麗與智慧的化身。從小渴望受注目、渴望別人的認同,當他們越沒有自信時,這個特質就越明顯。
道德感及自尊心都很強,偶有冷靜、沈穩和理智的特質,做什麼事情都會規劃出完美計畫;若遇到突發狀況也能飛快地在腦中理出頭緒,快速完成。
【雙重型的潛意識】
會為自己設定階段性的目標,勇往直前,善用自己的能力,相信自己能夠達成設定的目標。經驗累積是很重要的。每件事情的遭遇和結果,能夠讓他成長甚至是觀點改變。
很擅長運用過去經驗來處理正在發生的事情,通常都能夠圓滿解決。
非常重視事情合理性,他們深信要解決問題必須找出問題的根源,快速地對症下藥,「擒賊要擒王」是一貫守則,給人做事明快、有魄力的印象。
【雙重型的靈能意識】
對新事物和新目標都能有衝勁、有理想的展開;遇到問題,會努力運用各種方法來解決。一直很有朝氣,給人充滿活力,很有自己生活目標的印象。
是有遠見的開創者,直覺和第六感很強,充滿創造力,時時刻刻都在進步,特別容易在生活中的大事小事當中獲得經驗。
個性獨立,不喜歡依賴,不太相信別人給予的意見,除非得到認知上合理的解釋。 即便和別人討論跟自己息息相關的事,往往也非常冷靜,像在討論不相干的人一樣,但其實不是真的理性,有時是因為他們對自己的過度自負。
很清楚自己所需要的情感,相信人必須愛自己才會懂得愛別人,當他們的感情獲得幸福和滿足,他們會以愉快、開放的心來渡過每一天。
人要活到什麼時候才能死掉呢
什麼時候才能停止佯裝樂觀
什麼時候才能停止努力前進
什麼時候才能不去理會身旁的人
什麼時候才能不去顧慮所愛的人
什麼時候
才能毅然決然 隨著自己的心意
而死呢
「還有『想死』的念頭的人,就絕對不能死」
這是想要告訴我 我不是真的想死 是想要被注視嗎
我知道啊 所以我選擇站上舞台啊
但還是不夠啊
只要冷靜下來 就知道那個念頭 我以為我已經把他丟棄到遠方了
但他總是可以安靜地待在原地
等我猛然注視到他
那 到底 是什麼時候呢
到底還要多久呢
抽不完的菸草
突然 多了兩包草
抽著菸 難以追趕上他們失去風味的速度
這是意料之外的事
演出完 驚覺自己平常拿來打發時間 或藉以發洩的的事
瞬時已經改變
不那麼依賴美食 不那麼眷戀睡床 不那麼困縛在網路世界的虛幻
但 一頓慶功宴 一場壽宴 一夜眷戀溫暖的懷抱
好像讓生活又回到演出之前
但 我想跳舞 我想歌唱 我想讓狀態永遠像是準備演出那樣
蓄勢待發
是不是只要我們用到』永遠』這個詞
就表示我們所希望的其實總是脫離了現實 屈服於自己的惰性呢
才兩天 不要悲觀 往自己想前進的方向去吧
詩意的身體 飽滿的聲音 芳香的rolling tobacco
專屬於我的gentleman caller
請給我更強力的臂膀擁抱我所想要留存的這一切吧
給賴媛媛
親愛的賴媛媛:
對不起,昨天上台把你演成了馬友友,
還是借零失分大喊的一句話:我們這裡沒有馬友友啦!
真的,今晚,明日,後天,舞台上不會有mayo,不會有馬友友,不會有你以外的人。
今晚,即將要渡過能你相處的五分之一的時光,
流動、敏感、靈活,要能忍耐別人的生氣並且有信心。
賴媛媛,你知道我為什麼要把信任拿回來,不再放在任何人身上嗎?
因為我要讓自己充滿信心,讓自己堅強,『志氣強壯』,
我要讓你在我的身體裡活過來。
希望今晚,以及接下來的四場,你會滿意。
因為別人是不可控之因素
因為我能控制的只有我自己,
因為我能確保的只有我自己,
所以,在我發了願,只對自己忠心,卻又再次發現,自己把祈願寄託在別人身上,
我只好再次決定,
把所有信任拿回來。
再也,再也不把別人看得比我自己更重,
再也,再也不相信任何從他人口中,或是我的口中所講出的承諾。
電視劇處女作
昨天遇到一起去臨演的學妹,才知道一直到十六週才撥出。
看這劇中的自己,覺得自己真的是宵婆。
太歡樂了,大家看看吧。
鬥牛要不要,第十六集,五分鐘之後會隱約看到我。
一樣是第十六集,這個片段集中在前面,
在那邊大吼大叫、頭髮很爆、對賀小美砸蛋的就是我……
(還好我砸的不是真的蛋)
剛剛才看到part 6的中段,
Hebe去書店買書的店員,
是李奇勳!!!!!!!
(你夏洛克演的真是好)
So many ways
To see a doctor may be one,
which I may not aprove, myself.
There are so many ways out.
But if you just wanna stay,
you’ll be still there,
where might be HERE for you.
未來
今晚回家的路上,終於思考了一下關於未來。
非常世俗式的思考。
我該用什麼存活下去,我該用什麼來讓自己的父親不用繼續辛勤工作。
劇場,演員,舞台,我拿什麼來跟別人競爭。
我不知道。
我知道,以前我只有自己一個人,心中只顧著自己的時候,
我什麼都不用憂慮。
但現在,我希望自己住的地方是隨時可以讓朋友停留的,
我希望自己每一晚都可以在咖啡廳裡窩著,讓菸燃著,讓心隨他自己的意著空著,或滿。
好,我願意思考未來,
我願意成為一個開口就征服別人的人,
好,我願意。
一個母親
在素食餐廳用餐,身旁一個溫善的母親,
與他約莫四歲的女兒。
短短五分鐘的時間,
我千頭萬緒,幾乎哭出。
這位母親將餐盤放至於回收處後,回來對仍在用餐的女兒說:吃快一點,我們要走了。
聲音低緩,語氣平靜而透露堅定,
女兒試著加快,不過他只是個孩子,他能多快呢。
沒幾秒的時間,母親低沈卻又鏗鏘地指正女兒說:坐‧正。
以一個演員的角度來看,能用這麼精簡的力氣說出這樣強烈的指令,
這位女士對自己的聲音的掌控實在驚人,
但真正掐住了我,讓我揪心的是,
這位嚴以律己的母親對自己的孩子的教養,是以極為嚴格的方式在進行的。
沒有一絲兇悍,沒有一絲酸氣,
口氣卻嚴厲的毫不留情,
好像你不完成正確的坐姿,你就不是好小孩;
好像我若沒把你沒把你姣好,我們兩人都沒有資格活在這世上。
母親站在女兒的身後,
持續以綿密的關注看著女兒的一舉一動,給予立即的糾正:
『吃東西聲音小一點』(是餐具碰撞的聲音,這麼小的孩子連咀嚼都安靜無聲。而不鏽鋼筷子對他來說真的太大了)、
『快一點』。
他冷調且教我飽受壓力,
我好想對女兒說:妹妹你真可愛,而且你好棒喔,你有沒有辦法比我還小聲啊。哇,你好厲害耶,真的都聽不到聲音喔。沒關係。沒關係。你媽媽教你的事情,你慢慢學就會了,你遲早有一天會做到的,所以沒關係喔。
我多希望這位母親可以放鬆些。
他是一位非常有禮而溫柔的女士,
與女兒說話的音量刻意壓低,
整個人就是以干擾世界的最低限度在生活的。
如此自律,也可以看出來他長期吃素,應該也誠心拜佛,
卻讓我體會空前的壓力。
若這位母親是Amenda,
那Tom可能會成為面不改色的殺人犯。
我無從得知這個小女孩今後會成為怎樣的人,
但他心中必然將有一個無法跨過去的框架(像我一樣),
那是母親從小給他培養的教養的附屬品。
血緣絕對是暴力的,
尤其,小孩不能選擇自己的父母親。